I thank the Lord for letting our path meet. I am so missing her. I am sad we had to depart after 2 days of getting to know each other and seeing her beauty oh how i wanted to ... but I want to be pure in thought at the same time. I am sad sad sad... I wish I will be with her again in a bench and will get to be close to each other. ah Oh Lord grant me release of feeling. I feel like shifting to more power but I know there is ...
Oh lord, blessed mother I feel sad I have to go to manila and attend the convention and yet I am also happy, afraid, and scared. I felt rejected by her and I wanted to have a release but I respect her ... i may be a man to choice to be strong ... so sad and I want to slay may unworthiness that feeling of not enough to have her, not enough to woe someones heart and not enough.
I am enough and I am enough.. to being touched and to woeing her heart. Amen.,
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